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In the silence of the dead of night I seek to find a worthy sight To calm my fears which darkness grows Without disgrace to my moral vowes I take a step towards the end Barricated by a wall of steel I turn around and all is wet As I'm drowned by my fear to feel Lost I am in the darkness now What have I done to deserve this hell Why did You only watch as I fell And not let Your Angels save me from this blow I give up hope, No will to live I bow my head, tears fill my lids Is it worth still to believe In a God who'll never leave I'm broken from deep within Cos my soul is shattered by my sin Slowly I come to my senses I realise where I am I

Fallen, broken, lost inside my dreams No one's caring, well that's how it seems am I deserted, have I earned it No one to turn to, I'm on the waiting list Would it help them, if I rather cut my wrist And float away, like I did that day Show me the way to freedom Lead me on to life I need to find a reason In You I need to trust The world just brings me darkneww, when I need the light Would you take my hand now, and show me how to love In the darkness, it's you I seek When I'm lonely, I cut to bleed Please come find me, and release me From the shadow, haunting my mind From my heart ache, Deep inside I feel like dying, why am I crying Show

Last night I had a dream, I dreamt I was here with you Holding you tight, to my side I took your hand in mine, looked into your bright green eyes Lost all sense of time, as you stole my heart Then I realised what you mean to me Then I realised where I want to be Then I realised... I could never let you go I could never let you fall I could nver leave your side Cos you're always on my mind Nest morning I woke up, I had this pain in my heart Cos you weren't there, I looked everywhere It was just a dream, that I had last night I had to Find you, to let you know That I realised what you mean to me That I realised where I want to be That I rea

Riding 'lone one dark cold night, looking back at the star stained night This is the way it's been for, too long Everyday it's fust the same, wake up wash up, have a shave Look at the clock it's time to, go home Never thought my life would end up bored and uncontrolled Everytime I have a bite, it feels kind of cold Don't think I've ever taken time to think it through But my life as I know it is a waste, to me and you Took the time to think it through, Everything I did not do Wasted time is so much, pain If I had another chance, another life, another land I'd do things differently Every night I wake up cold sweat running down From a dream I

I dreamt of a place no man has been A place where no rules to living exist A place where the outside world is a myth And our dreams have taken reality's shift A place where I can tell you I care And can hold you in the pain that we share A place where we're perfect in all that we do And love has consumed us and always stays true

Words I tried to find to say to mend your heart to heal your pain The one's I found I said I did just left your heart still a wreck I never meant for this to end or to lose you as my friend But now again I stand ashamed for my actions I'm to be blamed If ever I could find a way to have again the words to say I'd write them for the world to see the pain I've caused there to be

I don't know how to describe it, but I know I cannot hide it This thing in me, wants to be set free All I know is not enough, to understand this thing called love Oh why, is it happening to me Everynight I think about the way you make me feel When I'm alone with you, it all feels so unreal Then it breaks my heart, to see you turn and go And the love I found in you, Dies in my soul Is it true that you must go, and say goodbye oh please say no I won't live to see you leaving now If my tears are not enough, to convince you of my love Then please, please tell me why. Everynight I think about the way you make me feel When I'm alone with you, it